Using a
simple sail, man can escape from the confines of life. At least that is true in the case of E.B.
White, author of “The Sea and the Wind That Blows”. In this passage, White
states that men who ache from the tiredness and compactness of their lives can
find solace in the form of a sailboat. In his younger years, White did not sail
just for tranquility; the sea was his unspoken challenge which he spent his entire
life trying to conquer.
On and off
land, White’s mind was constantly with the sea and the sail that pulled him
along. White obsessed over sailing, even before he had experienced it. There
had become a point where he began to question his health. Still, White
continues to ponder his relationship with the great expanse of water. How is it
that a young child repelled by the sea, could later become so attracted to
it? Despite his first sea adventure,
which was anything but pleasurable, White returned to the sea out of necessity.
He needed the sea to support his boat; and overtime, the revolting memories of
the sea were washed away.
White
identifies the sea as his unspoken challenge. Fear of the unforgiving waters is
what aids this challenge. The moment wind catches the sail; the sailor is
subject to the whims of the sea. All the elements of the sea play a role; the
wind, the fog, the tide, and even the seagull’s warning call. White never knew
what his voyage had in store, especially with the weather. He stated, “I still
feel a memorial chill on casting off” (White 612). This fear and unknowingness
was a thrill he subconsciously longed to master. With the aid of a sailboat,
the sea can be conquered.
White’s
sailing techniques played into this challenge almost as much as the elements of
the sea did. As fascinated as White was with boats, he knew very little about
them. Regardless of the knowledge, he still sailed and improvised along the
way. Not entirely knowing what to do was part of the thrill. White would always
get into trouble out at sea and would always go back looking for more.
Growing in
age, White’s feelings towards sailing have become increasingly less passionate.
He no longer strives for the unspoken challenge. The wind, once his friend, has
now become something of detest. White states, “A great question in my mind is whether
a man who is against wind should longer try to sail a boat” (White 612). Being
constantly at sail, whether in dream state or on the water, eventually took its
toll on White. Battling with the wind wore him down and caused the sport to
lose some of its appeal. Sailing started off as a desire, but now White says,
“I have noticed that my sailing has increasingly become a compulsive activity
rather than a source of pleasure” (White 612). This is a familiar scenario most
can relate to; when a beloved pastime becomes routine. The activity can be
something like eating your favorite food for lunch every day. Let a week pass,
and soon this food is not as delectable as it once was.
So is it
only the wind that has created a nuisance for the sailor? White contemplates the
force that keeps him afloat is from his youth. Nostalgically, White notes, “The
old yearning is still in me, belonging to the past, to youth, and so I am torn
between past and present, a common disease of later life” (White 612). White is
at a battle with age. He is over-sailed, but keeps going back because being on
that boat seems to tie his life together. If White takes down the sail, does
that mean he lets age win? No one wants to see themselves growing older. Time
is scary, especially when it forces you to leave things behind. Even if White
gives up sailing, he knows a boat will always be there – waiting to go on
another voyage.
E.B. White
is not just giving up sailing; he is moving on from his youth and accepting
age. The title of this passage, “The Sea and the Wind That Blows” is a perfect
reflection of that. The sea and the wind cannot be controlled. Just like time,
they keep moving and show no signs of stopping. With both elements, sailing is
possible. On a boat, you are at the mercy of the unknown in a place White
describes as, “Suspended by the bottom of the sea and the top of the sky”
(White 611). As sure as the wind will blow, sailing will always be there for
White.

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